Ren Siang *may god bless you wherever you are*

it has been 2 years since he left us earthlinks... time seemed to passed like nobody's business. i know this may sounds weird but i still refused to delete his UIN in my icq .... obviously i'm not hoping that someday his nick would come online *that would be CREEPY* but it is a tiny memoir sort of thing i guess. my regrets until today would still be the fact that i did not get the chance to say goodbye to him at all. i took things for granted thinking he's fine and i surely hope i learnt my lessons not to do that in anything and to anyone in my life anymore.

may his family, friends and relatives be well & happy always.

p/s: i wonder if up there they are as high tech as we are... then probably he could peep into my bloggie and read my thoughts